No Escape

35-ish min. I stopped timing myself meditating. Not really on purpose I've just been more spontaneous about it. I have a really hard time sleeping without taking anything mind-altering, because I think a lot. It's been going on since high school probably. There's been many nights I've thrown my…

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You Are Gods

First we are nothing then we are gods. We contain ourselves in that we are contained in all things and all things are contained in us. All forms, images, concepts come into being by our being. All things are perfect. Everything has served its purpose. Everything will serve its purpose.

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Sinner

19 min. I have habits I don't want to have. When I act by habit I feel a little ashamed deep down. When I don't I feel proud and happy. So when I'm not the person I want to be, I separate myself from who I am. There's who I believe I am and then there's the way that I am day to day. Today I started…

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I Love You

1 hour 35 min. The tiredness goes away after a while if you sit through it. The world continues to build itself toward a utopic vision. It desires the perfection of itself. Different groups have different ideas of what an ideal society would look like though, so they debate and war with one…

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The Voices in My Head

Can anyone stop thinking? Why is it that thoughts continue to narrate everything? When I write sometimes I think I don't have anything of any real value to say. Why? Where does that come from? Is that a genuine, honest and reasonable analysis or is that a faithless overreaction? I don't believe…

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